It’s hard for me to do “righteous work.”
What do I mean?
“Righteous work” is about being content with the work you are doing. Getting tired, but not exhausted. Taking chances, but not with reckless abandon. When its done, you feel right.
The other kinds of work I do happen to show mental fatigue.Too much fatigue and I get away from righteous work.
It becomes either:
Hyper Work – “workaholic” syndrome. Long hours, over thinking, overdoing. For example, if I am writing something, and the goal is 500 words, I do 1500.
Hypo Work – “avoidance” syndrome. Short hours, under thinking, under doing. For example, if I am writing something, and the goal is 500 words, I do 200.
Either way, I get consumed by fear, and constantly question my work.